My story, My Life

I just dont get it

2011-09-23T09:36:00.000-07:00

I really dont get it, some BF can play games infront of their GF and didnt choi them and left them alone there doing their thing but when i did, we sure argue and i deleted all my game already including dota just for her and some girl can see their BF play dota but mine say i ignore her when i play. Alrite then fine she didnt realise how lucky she is to have someone to delete games for their GF while others wont do it.... EVERYTHING is my fault to play infront of her. Does playing game infront of people means ignoring that person ? TELL ME ? I have a friend where her GF courage him to play dota cauz she like the way he plays. Mine her ex did it to her and she dont like it so do i have to bear the feeling of not playing any games. WHY cant she understand, that i just dont know.

Am i being love ?

2010-12-25T23:16:00.000-08:00

What is love for me ?

Well i wonder how many people do read this post but yea.

Love never exist in me

as the one I Love

would never love me back.

18 years has pass and I never

experience being like / loved by some people.

What is the true meaning of love ?

I would glad to know if there is

1 person would love/like me.

I'm not desperate for a relationship.

It just that all the girl i like

never like me as how i like them.

What is God plan for me ?

To experience broken hearts

many times ?

To lose faith in you ?

Or you want to test my faith in you.

I know i'm a bad person for ignoring people

just for my own good. I think

I'm one of those whose lack of attention and seeking

an attention from others.

Sometimes I over ignore the person and yea its not their

problem from the start.

Being selfish and expect people to understand how

i feel i think that was my objective.

I think, I'm the only reason that makes myself being

lonely and not others. Being alone, I could think

many things and I dont really bother my surrounding

where I'm used to it.

If this keeps on going on, I might lost hope in love and

it will be hard to have faith i God once again.

I could remember I accepted Christ when my

friends relationship isnt going well and I would

pray for the for the both of them.

But now I couldnt pray for myself when I'm all heart broken.

Maybe i'm mean not to be in a relationship as i messed up

my 1st relationship i ever had.

I think I'm being taught appreciate

those who really do care about me.

I wonder , actually how many

do really care about me?

Do they just put a mask

when they with me or just

acting that they care but

they really dont?

Well i think I will be

single or I meant to be

one but not 2.

HI Again :D

2010-10-25T08:42:00.000-07:00

SUP PEOPLE :D

Its been so long since i came and update this blog , yea u can say that i'm lay already XP.

What have i been up this few months lately ?

Hmmmm , i will be going to penang on a course trip this upcoming friday.

Been to Taman Tasik Shah Alam for 4th time for my group site analysis.

Every week got assignment to hand in .

Lastly i couldn't have the guts to tell her that i like her :( .

If i could have 1 wish .... what would i use the wish for ?

For me , i think i would use it to have a better earth so that i can live in an earth which is not polluted by us humans.

LOST~

2010-09-12T02:19:00.000-07:00

I keep on wondering and i'm having sleepless night keeping
on thinking whether to tell her that i like her or not.
There is on day that i didnt really sleep which my brain keeps
on thinking of her.

But the truth is , am i really in love ?

To tell you the truth i could not tell her as i just really got to know her.
I could not just tell her ?
Or maybe i can ?

Just being with her makes me happy and sad at the same time.
She's a great girl with a good characteristic and she can blend in
the crowd.
She can be lame sometimes or maybe always .

To tell you the truth i know that she likes someone else.
Which the guy she likes is one of my friend.
By hearing it , it makes my heart torn apart and broke into pieces.

That is when i got sad and feel down , basicly got advice from my leader.
To be strong , which she told me about her past too .
For me yea , giving up is too early but i still got no hope about it.

Going to her party , she was quite famous among her friends.
Maybe her high school friends got a crush on her.
This make me even sad which there is so much competitive.

Yet again i have to change my mindset that she's still single.
She still available until she's married.

I'm trying my best to find the right time ,
but its too early since i just got to know her.
Well let GOD decide her for me .
My best is that i could tell her that i like her and
let her decide it.

Hope i could tell her as i'm still scared of telling her
due to the answer she will tell me.

I think facing the answer makes a man , a man rite ?
Well i'm lost and who ever read this post , please do
give some advice at the chat box~

TY ^^V

17 Reasons Why Having Sex Is Good for Your Health

2010-08-19T21:31:00.000-07:00

Sex seems to be more than a hormonal discharge and some short moments of pure pleasure. Scientists show that sex is extremely beneficial for our health, while the lack of an active sex life might have negative effects. But too much sex, can also be harmful: more than thrice a week it can weaken the immune system, making us vulnerable to infections...

1. Our mental and emotional health balance is clearly influenced by sex. Abstinence is known to cause from anxiety to paranoia and depression... In fact, in case of light depressions, after having sex the brain releases endorphins, that decrease stress, inducing a state of euphoria.

2. Sex can be a beauty treatment. While having sex, a woman's body doubles the estrogen level, and this makes her hair shine and the skin becomes softer.
3. A 10-year research carried on 1,000 middle-aged men

at Queens University in Belfast, Ireland, showed that sex on a regular basis increases the humans' lifespan. For the same age and health, those who had orgasms more frequently had half the death rate of men who did not have such frequent orgasms. This could be due to the plummeting stress hormones, reaction that installs after we have sex.

3. Sweating while having sex cleanse the skin pores, making the skin brighter and decreasing the risk of developing dermatitis.

4. Sex can make us lose weight. You burn all that fat and carbohydrates from the romantic dinner. Quickies of 20 minutes weekly mean 7 500 calories annually, that's as much as you consume on 120 km (745 mi) of jogging. A sex session can burn about 200 calories. This is like running 15 minutes on a treadmill!

5. Sex strengthen our muscles. You can imagine the effort made by your muscles through those pushes and flexions. It depends on your stunts in bed, of course. And it's clearly a lot more fun than running for miles.

6. The more active your sex life is, the more attractive for the opposite sex you are. High sexual activity makes the body release more pheromones, chemicals that attract the opposite sex.

7. Sex sharpens our senses, at least the smell. Following the orgasm, a rise of the hormone prolactin makes the brain's stem cells form new neurons in the olfactory bulb, boosting a person's olfactory abilities.

8. Sex is also a pain reliever, ten times more effective than typical painkillers: immediately before orgasm, levels of the hormone oxytocin rise by five times, determining a huge release of endorphins. These chemicals calm pain, from a minor headache to arthritis or migraines, and with no secondary effects. Migraines also disappear because the pressure in the brain's blood vessels is lowered while we have sex. So now we see that actually, a woman's headache is rather a good reason for having sex, not against it.

9. Kissing your partner daily means less visits to dentist. Kissing stimulates salivation, which cleanses food left between the teeth and lowers the acidity in the mouth, the main cause of the tooth decay.

10. A good sex session can be a good remedy against stiff nose, being a natural antihistaminic that helps combating asthma and high fever.

11. Having sex regularly drops the cholesterol level, balancing the ratio good cholesterol: bad cholesterol.

12. The hormones released while we have sex helps both men and women; estrogen protects a woman's heart but on the long term, it can be efficient also against Alzheimer's disease and osteoporosis while testosterone strengthens the bones and muscles.

13. Sex is not beneficial not only for the heart, but also for the blood circulation, especially in the brain, because of the increased heart rate and deep breathing.

14. The sexual activity lowers the risk of getting colds and the flu. 1-2 intercourses weekly means 30 % higher levels of the antibody immunoglobulin A, that spurs the immune system.

15. Sex leads to a better control of the bladder, by strengthening the pelvis muscles controlling the flow of urine.

16. After orgasm, especially in the evening, we become sleepy. This is the effect of some good sex: it increases sleep quality. Following an orgasm, the body of both males or females becomes completely relaxed, so they may have a good deep sleep.

17. Sex fights cancer! Various researches have shown that a high ejaculation frequency and sexual activity are linked to a lower risk of prostate cancer later in life. A study found out that men who ejaculated 13 to 20 times monthly presented a 14% lower risk of prostate cancer than men who ejaculated on average, between 4 and 7 times monthly for most of their adult life. Those ejaculating over 21 times a month presented a 33% decreased risk of developing prostate cancer than the baseline group.

Testimony of My life with W5

2010-05-19T05:08:00.000-07:00

Before i come to W5 and City Harvest church i’m a shy guy and i rarely speak to strangers because i have a low confidence in myself and I have a very bad temper back then. During Form 4 which i haven join W5 and City Harvest,i’m a emo person . I would get down easily and seldom smile. I had many heartbroken during my form 4 year and during easter , Wilson brought me to CHCKL .

After joining City Harvest and W5 i had learn many things and some of the sermon that pastor Kevin preach have something to do with my life. During CG i have meet many wonderfull people who willingly to help others although they didn’t ask for anything back in return. They would go to your house and fetch you just to go for CG and didn’t ask u to pay for the petrol fees. W5 was the 1^st people who celebrated my birthday ( as in friends ) . They were like my family now and Wendy keep on guiding me and nag me most of the time. Well i cant imagine how much i have change during my journey with W5. Now W5 will multiply and i’m happy because it was our hope since last year and finally its going to multiply. Will be missing all the fun although we are splitting into two groups. I have learn many things in Church and W5 which is to love GOD and many thing will happen in your life.

I Hate You But I love You

2010-03-20T07:38:00.000-07:00

I Hate You But I love You

I can't take your face out of my mind
I keep on thinking about you
I dunno why i keep this feeling
deep deep down in my heart

Your the one who i wan to live with
To get to see your face everyday
I hate you but i love you
the way you feel for me is so different
from the way i love you

I can't imagine life without you
Without you
Cause its all i want is be with you

Why could you never notice
How much i love you
deep deep down in my heart
i allways wan you to be by myside
i wan to hold your hands tightly
i wan to see your face right now
i wan to kiss you with my lips
I hate you but i love you
i cant imagine my life without you
so baby come to me and we will
and we will have our happy ending together

I make this lyrics by my own....any copyrights then i dunno la....this song its not perfect and doesnt sound well...who cares...atleast i tried xD

(PEACE OUT) ^^V

14 March 2010

2010-03-19T01:47:00.000-07:00

Batu Putih!

Part II/Day 2

Allrite this is the continue of part 1.I got woken up a few times due to people make noise outside.The chicken/rooster woke me up at 5.30a.m due to that chicken/rooster!Woke up so early and i walk around the area and find some place to pee =X.After that went back to the tents and had a chat with the ex-seniors.It was freaking cold that night and i couldn't sleep well.Then the sun rise up, En.Noraizam,En.Sull and Ustaz Rosmin drove the Mara People to our camp side.We ate our energy bar and help ourself with the Nasi Lemak which teacher bought for us.I ate 2 packs of it since someone didnt wan it cauz scared will "shit" at the mid camp =P.

Us at the camp site :D

See Terence funny pose xD

Us getting ready to go!

We pack our stuff and teacher gave us briefing and some ranger introduce theirself like Abang Abu,Abang Botak,Abang Hafiz and 1 more i forget =X.After that we did some warm up and then all start head count.Our journey start at the orang asli village and our destination was Gua Izam.On our way there the road was freaking up hill only.So little down hill and my stamina was like trying to push its limit.I keep asking my leg to move due to the gravity pull us down.

Ex-Seniors Chinese + Malays

On our way to Gua Izam we need to cross 2 rivers to reach there which is one long river.That river was not deep but the water is cold and yea the bottom of my bag was wet so do my pants and underwear.Haha,we continue our journey and we got rest for awhile.We ate our lunch and i keep hunting leeches which i didnt kena but other people does.I also took some food from others xD.After that we continue our tiring journey and we rested at Camp Balak forawhile to refill our water.To tell you,my haversack was not in the good condition which i need stich the koyak part with rafia string.Thx to Jia Jiunn for helping me.

Take 2!

After resting for quite sometime , we need to head to Gua Izam which last about 1 hour 30 minute~2 hours!The route to Gua Izam was downhill and muddy.Its was dangerous but we manage to reach one point which last for 1 hour and 45 minute and guess what ? The ranger ask us to patah balik cauz it was the wrong way!We were like WTH ?OMG man all of us was tired and we need hike back up the route we just went down all the while.Teacher ask the ex-senior to take their tent and we straight pecut to the camp balak and the Mara People is camping there =,=.We head of there and we took about 1 hour and 30 minutes to reach camp balak.I straight wash my leg and wash my self at the place where got water supply.Guess what ? No river there but got something like river but not even reach about my foot level.

Take 3!

Wash my leg and hang out there for awhile since i was dam freaking tired!After that i head back to camp balak and ate my dinner which not enough for me and i lepak at Jyen Yiee tent.I did change on that day ! When i was in Jyen tent, it started to rain!Inside her tent was me,Jyen,Man-Yi and Nicole.Then came Kahvita,Bryan and Jovi.7 of us sleeping in that tent till the next morning.Dont ask how we sleep but we manage to sleep........................

The Small River! (not at campsite d,its on the way there)

TO BE CONTINUE......

STAY TUNE FOR PART III

(PEACE OUT) ^^V

13 March 2010

2010-03-18T04:45:00.000-07:00

The Day i off to Gunung Batu Putih!

PART I/DAY 1

13 March 2010 which falls on saturday!Early in the morning i woke up just to attend scout meeting cauz i'm helping out for my scouts.I haven become ASM but wishing to be and waiting for the Manik Kayu Pengenalan!Allrite i ask my dad to fetch me to school cauz my bike i let Kai Qin borrow during SPM day.Reach school and find the COH's and i was WOW!They only started to tie the flagpole and it was like 7.45a.m d.Gave Natasha my wisel cauz she ask me to lend it to her.After that hear briefing from Sze Tah for the remaja activity.

Scouts Ex-Seniors!

Upacara Bendere start around 8.10 a.m cauz they were so slow at tie-ing the flag pole and yea dissapointment has come in me.During upacara bendera i was very dissapointed again when they didnt sang the song loud and some still can move their body here and there ( is scouting not fun anymore for this generation ? ).I dunno why people join scout when they dont want to be active in it.Is it just to join cauz got friends in it or just because we are famous in school ?Dont wan talk about it d ~!

Take 2

I took care for the 4th station for the remaja and my job was to do something like physical test.After the scout meeting Bobby Fetch me home and then i went and bath and pack some of my stuff in my haversack :D.Around 11.45 a.m i ask my dad to fetch me to school.Reach school and find my friends which is the ex-senior xD.En.Noraizam gave us briefing and then Pn.Cheng gave us some advise and ask us to take care of those juniors.After that we took group pictures and pictures with En.Noraizam :D.Me,Jia Jiunn,Jeung Han,Terence Tan and Gladwin follow En.Sull car.The bus left earlier then us and then only we left.Reach at Tapah rest stop faster then them and then we went and find something to fill up or stomach :D.

Ex-seniors a.k.a Ex-form 5 xD Chinese + Malay

Us with En.Noraizam

Ex-seniors!

Around 15 minutes later then only they came with the Mara college students.After that we left to the campsite at the place and we use the cameron highland road to reach there.Around 5.00 p.m+ it was raining and we stayed inside En.Sull car and blast his radio speaker :P.After the rain stop we took our bags and left it at the pondok there.Ate my dinner with Gladwin since we bought the same thing which is chicken rice.

Hikers of Gunung Batu Putih

After that have a chat with the juniors and guess what they talk about ? They talking about "Bra","Panties","Sex Toys" and many more. Somemore they only form 3 and 4.After that En.Noraizam,En.Sull and Ustaz Rosmin send the ex-seniors to the camp site 1st to set up all the tents cauz its going to rain again.We need to keep quiet cauz the place we camp was orang asli place and they dont like us to disturb them.We sent our tent 1st and guess what it started to rain!We stayed at the small hse where we put our bags there.After that 1 by 1 teacher fetch them and we help them to set their tent under the rain.

All so happy :D

After finish all those we went and sleep.............................

(TO BE CONTINUE)

Part II will come soon...stay tune

(PEACE OUT) ^^V

11th March 2010

2010-03-12T03:51:00.000-08:00

SPM Result Day!

Basically that day was a HELL day for me =X.Alrite the story goes like this,i woke up early in the morning around 8.30a.m and get ready to go to school (which i hate that school).Wear casual then went to school and reach there around 9.30a.m.Then i enter the gate of hell and find my bro.His with Kheng Chien that time,so i lepak with them 1st and 1 by 1 of the ex-seniors came back to school!

Chit chat for awhile espeacially those who came back from their national service! Then some of the student set the table of hell from 5A~5G.Waited till 10.30a.m and then the teacher from the respective class which is their last year class teacher came and give the results.5A was screaming like mad cause they got straight A's =,=.My class teacher like came late and we were like so kan chiong like mad =( .

En.Sull and En.Darnalis was also anxious to know our LK and TK result so they went down and see us but our teacher haven reach.Then our teacher came and Omar get his 1st results and then few people then finally my turn and i ask teacher to cover up my results and then give me D: .I took my paper and then i see my results!

My results was not that good but its ok for me and i wont list what i got here =X.Then on that day many people cry and some happy and yea i got something from teacher which is RM50 =X.After that went to sunway to celebrate Kar Chun birthday at RedBox.After that played pool and i play solo with Wilson and won him 3 round,then i played with Andrew Lee which i won him 1 round and lastly i played with Eric Lee and i won 1 round and lost 1 round =X.

AFter that went Church for friends nite and then went yum cha at Bidara and finally got home late at nite =X.Yesterday i went out the whole day and i went and sleep rite after i came back.Haha that's all for now .

BYE!

(PEACE OUT) ^^V

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RACHEL MEI

2010-03-10T05:06:00.000-08:00

The Birthday Girl :D

Birthday Girl!

Today your Birthday,today your Birthday come on lets celebrate your birthday ! She 1st time see this world on the 10th March 1995.So eventually today was her BIRTHDAY.( i kinda think this sentence is lame =X )

Alrite back to the topic.She been living this world for 15 years which makes her 15 years old and yea although you people say she's old but to me she's still young :D.She's a wonderful girl and yea she's a good friend and a good mei to me =D.Thanks for her advise and comfort when i'm down and yea she's just the perfect person.

The 1st time i get to know her is because i get to know that she like on of my scout mate and eventually i ask one of her senior cauz senior got add me in msn and i added her at MSN.The 1st time i ask her to become my pet sis is around 2008 the night before my school hari KOKO =P.When she say that she agree that i'm her pet bro i was happy.

Told you she SS :P

When i get to know her she duno how to " SS " d and her pictures all was like not that really nice .BUT! eventually she noe how to SS and took courage to take picture of her self and now her picture are now nice and she TOOK too much and she SS more then me d =P.

Told you she " SS " =X ps dont kill me

She can kick butt too haha dont kick me =X

Now she's becoming more pretty every day =P.

saw that ?

Anyway i get to see her like once in a blue moon.T.T.Due to she stay so far at PJ.Miss her so much and her voice too .Get to see her only during campfires D: .

Pretty not ?

Lastly MAY God bless you in health and in wealth.Do study well in CILC and get good results and cherish your moments there with your frens and teachers :D.Hope you did have an awesome day today too =P.That's all for now =( .

Photographer for her school :D

♥ Love you so much :D ♥

(PEACE OUT) ^^V

10.03.10

2010-03-10T00:32:00.000-08:00

YES I PASS!

Today was a tiring day which i woke up at 5.30a.m.Then Uncle Chan fetch me around 6.20 a.m and drop me at USJ 11 condominium there =,=.Waited for aunty to fetch me and she came around 6.45a.m.Dam freaking dark and sleepy man ~.~.Then reach to the institution and then waited there for sesi I to go 1st =,=.Then only follow up by SESI II .OMG man waited like hell and the whole thing finish around 3.50p.m.I pass my bukit which was freaking happy and side parking and 3 point was easy for me =P.After that road test,haha the fler ask me use QTI road.Yea man and overall i pass and will get my liscence next week.Nothing much about today and today is my beloved Rachel Mei birthday .Will be doing a post for her =P.

That's all for now =D.

(PEACE OUT) ^^V

09 March 2010

2010-03-09T03:35:00.001-08:00

BORING DAY!

Well today was just an ordinary day,today i woke up dam freaking early which was 5.30a.m =X.Haiz i waited in that institution at 6.30 a.m early in the morning.Freaking nobody inside there =,=.Waited for quite long cause my bro went 1st to train with Uncle Chan ( our instructor ).I was hearing song all the way till 7.00a.m + which got people start to come.How glad that was =X.That institution got 2 CCTV with infra red ray outside =X.Dam obvious cauz it placed one near the door and the other to face the motorbike place =X.Practice with Uncle Chan later on which was on the road.OMG man,the people there like all blind d.See L car still drive blindly which dont let us cut and jaywalkers is like totaly blind !Today when i was driving suddenly this 2pid lazdy on the bike when on top of the divider then suddenly she lost balance and went down.WTH!!! man if that time i was taking JPJ i would curse her till she ***.Dam freaking dangerous wei,can she use her brain or not ?

The other part i hate is the roundabout.There i intend to do mistake cause i was nervous with all the fast cars there and i hope 2moro all the car drive slowly pls T.T.After 2 time practice with the JPJ road, i went for bukit , side parking and 3 point.I tell you i have no confidence in bukit cauz i scared that i stop over or before the yellow line >.<.Side parking and 3 point i have no problem but i hope 2moro i can do it.GOD BLESS ME !!!

After that i went home and on my facebook account and guess what i straight fall asleep.Dam tired man,and after that i woke up around 2.00p.m+ and did nothing but watch Mr.Bean =P.After watching i went and sleep again =,=,cauz i was totaly tired.When i woke up again,i start to read manga till now which i'm blogging now =D.My life kinda seems plaine and boring.What to do,after SPM mah :p.

ALRITE!!!

Guess what ?
Tommorrow is whos birthday ?
She's finally 15 years old.
WOOHOOO!!!!

Its my beloved pet sis Rachel Quek Siew Yean =P.

I hope 2moro i will do my best and pass my exam T.T

That's all for now ~.~

PEACE OUT ^^V

Back to Blogging Mood

2010-03-08T07:01:00.000-08:00

Its around March and only i started blogging ?

I kinda quit blogging quit "LONG" liao if you people notice =D.

I blog just to express what's my heart says and yea everything is about my "EMO-NESS" or "HAPPY-NESS" .

Alrite back to "MYSELF".............................................................

Name:Wee Chee Peng (if you dunno)

Chinese Name:Wang Zhi Ping (my real chinese name)

Age:18 This Year...SOON

D.O.B:25 June 1992 ( glad if people remember )

Occupation : Student

Primary School :SRKSJ (Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Subang Jaya )

High School:SMK USJ8 (Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Subang Jaya)

That's all for the intro...............................

All rite then,2010 has started with a bad year because many things had happen such as :-

*7.(something) magnitude earthquake at Haiti which cause 100 k of deaths )

*dragon boat race which took life of 5 students at penang

*8.8 magnitude earthquake hit at "CHILE"......

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As for me,good and bad things happen this year.

Yea as you all know i broke up this year which was my 1st relationship with a girl.It only last 2months and 7 days......T.T.

Bad things and good things will happen in your life and no matter how hard you try,it would not escape it in your life.This year i get to know few of "form 1" student =D .Not many but 1 or 2 only.Shall get to know more people :D.

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My scouting spirit so far is already gonna vanish soon.

Disappointed with the Juniors this year.I cant find their passion for scouts anymore not like what me and my friends have.Scouting is a wonderful thing which builts a person characteristic.I wonder why people dont like kawad d?When i was form 1 most of the time our we kawad only.I did enjoy because it get to train me to be focus and make me more discipline.This year i dunno why many of them dont want to join.I dunno la,kinda feel scouting is no fun anymore.

I like what Yu Liang say which is "Always remember in your head that 'What can you do for the troop, not what can the troop do for u' ".

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I wonder is it our fault that we didnt guide them well ?.

Well i also wonder is scouting not fun anymore ?

Dont tell me generation has change everyone to stay at home and play internet only ?

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Anyway,i dont wan to talk about that anymore.Its time to end this post due to 2moro i need to wake up early cauz my instructor for driving need pick me up at 6.20a.m in the morning .I'm taking my JPJ test this Wednesday 10.03.10 which falls on my beloved pet sis Birthday =O.

Thats all for now....( PEACE OUT )